Where do I go...

Where do I go?
When I'm feeling so lost and I don't want to be found.
When I'm looking and listening for that peace in my heart.
But I know I'll never hear that sound.
Where do I go?
Where do I go when I'm trying to laugh but all I can do I cry?
I'm trying to keep on living because I'm not ready to die.
Where do I go because the sun never seems to shine?
Can you give me my life back it's not yours it's mine?
How do I keep going, how do I fight this fight?
I'm tired of feeling beat down, but I'm trying with all my might!
Where do I go when my head hangs so low?
Please give me an answer because I just don't know!
Where do I go?
Does it take very long?
For me to find that peace and a place where I belong.
I need you to help me, help me to take a stand.
I'm scared to do it by myself, will you please take my hand?
Where do I go? Where do I go? Where do I go?
Do you know?

WISH YOU WERE HERE..!!!!

Sitting here thinking as your fading away,

Trapped in my head with nothing to say,

You were once so strong now your oh so weak,

I wish you were here, I wish you could speak.

I want to move on because I know you won't wake,

When you die I know my fragile heart will break,

We were supposed to fight this world together,

Now I face it alone & you'll soon be in a tomb forever.

I love you so much, but I was scared & never told you so,

I was so foolish, I thought we had time, what do I know?

Now you're washing away piece by piece, little by little,

He loves me too, now I'm stuck somewhere in the middle,

I don't know what to do, and at night I can't breathe,

You're not dead yet, but I feel you haunting me.

Your ghost is like smoke as it clouds my mind and lungs,

Sweet whispers of what should've been us rolling off lovers tongues.

I need you so much that without you I'm not me,

I'm out here drowning where no one else can see.

You were the only one who got me, who truly knew my heart,

This distance is killing me we've never been apart,

You weren't really mine but you were supposed to be in the end,

If only we knew what was lying right around the next bend.

I saved you & in return you were always saving me,

I just want to say goodbye so maybe I can finally breathe.

I'll miss you so much but I know you'll wait for me out there,

                                     FORGIVE

I know i'm not a perfect friend,
You're broken heart, i've tried to mend.
Instead i made you hurt and cry,
Maybe i should say goodbye.
Would it be better for me to go?,
I asked you, and you said "No".
Why say no when i hurt you so bad,
But believe me,
you're not the only one that's sad.
I made my best friend hurt like mad,
If i left would you be glad?.
Deep in my heart,
I'll always know,
I'll love you always,
Even if i go!

I will miss you always...even if i go.